the point! 1971, Harry Nilsson

i'm reposting this because i think everyone should see it at least twice in their lives...

harry nilsson's the point!

i'm on fire.

i spent a good portion of a late night over the weekend reading through my livejournal
circa 04-06'. i didnt realize how unhappy i sounded until i read it.
four years ago i was boy crazy, a hopeless romantic and super lonely despite being surrounded
by amazing,wonderful people.

i kind of am to blame for losing touch. rather i AM to blame for it.
once SVA started i detached myself from my loving family of friends so
that i could pursue my prospects as a painter.
i definitely am proud of my work ethic in regards to studio practice.
i realized this january that i tried to reconnect with my old friends and
it only brought me substance abuse and more loneliness.
i know who my friends are and at this particular moment in mylife
i am back in my parent's house trying to clear up some baggage.
i miss my semi "old" life, but i know that it isnt too far away.


heres the link to the lj if you have a little bit of time and like
reading whiny 21yr old girls cry for attention.
http://stars-sang-loud.livejournal.com/

bittersweet and happy bits.

i had it all




anxiety attack

http://the-artists.org/artistsblog/posts/st_content_001.cfm?id=2533

i hate this medication...

for dorie

back in may when i was hospitalized for exhaustion among other things,
my two best girls toby and holly (they started a band called 'feather & folly' and told me i could guest star on some of their upcoming songs) wrote me a song aptly titled 'for dorie'
they sang and performed it over the phone for me while i was at eastern LI hospital.
its a sweet little ditty.
here are the lyrics below..

do you know how much i need you
do you know about how i care about you
do you know about how much i love you,
if you did you'd be here too.
do you know about how much i like you
do you know about how much i care about you
do you know about how much i love you,
if you did you'd be here too.
do you know about how much we need you
do you know about how much we love you,
if you did you'd be here too
do you know about how much the sun likes you
do know how much the moon likes you, too
do you know about how much the weather likes you,
if you did you'd be here too.

this is one of my absolute favorite movie scenes of all time

Your friends have voted on your strengths and weaknesses:

STRENGTHS:

craziest
person with the best taste in music
most creative

WEAKNESSES:

person with the best sense of humor
coolest