when does the cycle end?
Friday, November 21, 2008
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Holly Golightly: You know those days when you get the mean reds?
Paul Varjak: The mean reds, you mean like the blues?
Holly Golightly: No. The blues are because you're getting fat and maybe it's been raining too long, you're just sad that's all. The mean reds are horrible. Suddenly you're afraid and you don't know what you're afraid of. Do you ever get that feeling?
Paul Varjak: The mean reds, you mean like the blues?
Holly Golightly: No. The blues are because you're getting fat and maybe it's been raining too long, you're just sad that's all. The mean reds are horrible. Suddenly you're afraid and you don't know what you're afraid of. Do you ever get that feeling?
Sunday, October 5, 2008
don't worry baby
i caught the tail end of the drew barrymore romantic comedy "never been kissed" while lying on the couch a little while ago.
growing up, i spent a good amount of my time as a teenager babysitting twin girls so that i could take a three week trip to france. and switzerland with my french class(it was an amazing trip, but i dont like to remember bits of it)
while the babies slept, i spent a good chunk of time watching 80s horror flicks, and romantic comedies.
anyway, what i meant to say is that even though its a super cheesy movie, it's been a favorite since i first saw it.
i can relate to josie gellar(drew barrymore) spending most of my childhood being teased by boys and not really relating to the girls i was friends with other than by being friends.
the ending of the movie is my favorite-- the beach boys' "don't worry baby" starts playing when drew's beau shows up at the baseball field. such a cute ending.
here's a video of random clips of the beach boys with the same song playing.
i had a hard time yesterday while wandering around brooklyn for a few hours. i never thought i'd say or do this but i got upset when i had to head back to my home on LI. i miss my real home in clinton hill tremendously.
growing up, i spent a good amount of my time as a teenager babysitting twin girls so that i could take a three week trip to france. and switzerland with my french class(it was an amazing trip, but i dont like to remember bits of it)
while the babies slept, i spent a good chunk of time watching 80s horror flicks, and romantic comedies.
anyway, what i meant to say is that even though its a super cheesy movie, it's been a favorite since i first saw it.
i can relate to josie gellar(drew barrymore) spending most of my childhood being teased by boys and not really relating to the girls i was friends with other than by being friends.
the ending of the movie is my favorite-- the beach boys' "don't worry baby" starts playing when drew's beau shows up at the baseball field. such a cute ending.
here's a video of random clips of the beach boys with the same song playing.
i had a hard time yesterday while wandering around brooklyn for a few hours. i never thought i'd say or do this but i got upset when i had to head back to my home on LI. i miss my real home in clinton hill tremendously.
Thursday, October 2, 2008
strange daze
i've made it a priority to ride my bike every day.
i did 2 miles today, looks like it may be 3 tomorrow.
i miss my friends tremendously.
i am going to visit caroline on saturday at built by wendy.
i've been trying to get better, i have been taking classes in meditation as well as stress management...
i try to talk to germs, patty,& ian, and caroline once or twice a week.
i miss toby and holly too much. ive been terrible at communicating my thoughts with loved ones
and its harder than it sounds. ive started and stopped piles of letters because i dont know
how to relate to anyone anymore. i hope that i dont lose those friendships.
i am currently trying to be the best person i can be so that i wont have to be in terrible situations ever again.
i might look for a new place with caroline for january.
its still strange in clinton hill, it's almost like she's still there.
i think about amelia every day.
and vinny too.(he passed away in august and was my favorite art teacher and best friend during my high school years..he taught me how to fly, paint, and open up to different mediums and was my aspiration to go to SVA bc he had gone there 20 years prior..)
i miss you, i love you.
i did 2 miles today, looks like it may be 3 tomorrow.
i miss my friends tremendously.
i am going to visit caroline on saturday at built by wendy.
i've been trying to get better, i have been taking classes in meditation as well as stress management...
i try to talk to germs, patty,& ian, and caroline once or twice a week.
i miss toby and holly too much. ive been terrible at communicating my thoughts with loved ones
and its harder than it sounds. ive started and stopped piles of letters because i dont know
how to relate to anyone anymore. i hope that i dont lose those friendships.
i am currently trying to be the best person i can be so that i wont have to be in terrible situations ever again.
i might look for a new place with caroline for january.
its still strange in clinton hill, it's almost like she's still there.
i think about amelia every day.
and vinny too.(he passed away in august and was my favorite art teacher and best friend during my high school years..he taught me how to fly, paint, and open up to different mediums and was my aspiration to go to SVA bc he had gone there 20 years prior..)
i miss you, i love you.
Thursday, September 18, 2008
the point! 1971, Harry Nilsson
i'm reposting this because i think everyone should see it at least twice in their lives...
harry nilsson's the point!
harry nilsson's the point!
Monday, September 15, 2008
i'm on fire.
i spent a good portion of a late night over the weekend reading through my livejournal
circa 04-06'. i didnt realize how unhappy i sounded until i read it.
four years ago i was boy crazy, a hopeless romantic and super lonely despite being surrounded
by amazing,wonderful people.
i kind of am to blame for losing touch. rather i AM to blame for it.
once SVA started i detached myself from my loving family of friends so
that i could pursue my prospects as a painter.
i definitely am proud of my work ethic in regards to studio practice.
i realized this january that i tried to reconnect with my old friends and
it only brought me substance abuse and more loneliness.
i know who my friends are and at this particular moment in mylife
i am back in my parent's house trying to clear up some baggage.
i miss my semi "old" life, but i know that it isnt too far away.
heres the link to the lj if you have a little bit of time and like
reading whiny 21yr old girls cry for attention.
http://stars-sang-loud.livejournal.com/
circa 04-06'. i didnt realize how unhappy i sounded until i read it.
four years ago i was boy crazy, a hopeless romantic and super lonely despite being surrounded
by amazing,wonderful people.
i kind of am to blame for losing touch. rather i AM to blame for it.
once SVA started i detached myself from my loving family of friends so
that i could pursue my prospects as a painter.
i definitely am proud of my work ethic in regards to studio practice.
i realized this january that i tried to reconnect with my old friends and
it only brought me substance abuse and more loneliness.
i know who my friends are and at this particular moment in mylife
i am back in my parent's house trying to clear up some baggage.
i miss my semi "old" life, but i know that it isnt too far away.
heres the link to the lj if you have a little bit of time and like
reading whiny 21yr old girls cry for attention.
http://stars-sang-loud.livejournal.com/
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